gosh this is new!

hey this is all new to me.. i think i'v got so much in me and i think in order to truelly find myself i've ot to let it out.. who am i is something that really drives me crazy even though i dont think about it too much.. i try and put on this front and when you look at me everything looks fine but do people really see through this and am i only fooling myself..maybe by puting this out there i can find the inner me and hopefully be able to grow